Unconnected..
Posted: Sat Jul 22, 2017 3:47 pm
Wjkk wjkf,
I am a young female.. I'm a sikh.. but i don't follow the path continously eg doing my nitnem so i understand why im not connected to God. I lost hope to be frank after some serious things began to happen to me... when i was younger i didn't think much about it, then my karma was harsher as i grew up throughout my teens.. and now i've lost hope.. primarily because i don't have any sikh sangat where i live (mainly a white area) but i try to go to the gurudwara every week or so ( quite far from where i live). Some will say oh start praying then or start becoming more of a sikh.. but i find it difficult to motivate myself to do paath. I have kept my hair and rehat but i don't believe i have a clean mind either compared to years ago.
I just really want to connect to God again.. like i used to.. but i need the push like being more with sangat (which i try to do as much as possible).. but i just feel so disheartened about my personal situation and demotivated in most senses..
I don't know how to motivate myself to pray = become more spiritual..
I am a young female.. I'm a sikh.. but i don't follow the path continously eg doing my nitnem so i understand why im not connected to God. I lost hope to be frank after some serious things began to happen to me... when i was younger i didn't think much about it, then my karma was harsher as i grew up throughout my teens.. and now i've lost hope.. primarily because i don't have any sikh sangat where i live (mainly a white area) but i try to go to the gurudwara every week or so ( quite far from where i live). Some will say oh start praying then or start becoming more of a sikh.. but i find it difficult to motivate myself to do paath. I have kept my hair and rehat but i don't believe i have a clean mind either compared to years ago.
I just really want to connect to God again.. like i used to.. but i need the push like being more with sangat (which i try to do as much as possible).. but i just feel so disheartened about my personal situation and demotivated in most senses..
I don't know how to motivate myself to pray = become more spiritual..